i cant be perfect anymoreTumblr (3.0; @herpainfulsuicide)http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_loun124Hq61qeu9zdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8040055739http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8040055739Mon, 25 Jul 2011 08:05:06 -0400i need to die. noone understands me. noone wants me. better off dead :|http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024629500http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024629500Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:51:59 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnfjpwY2eZ1qcz80fo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024614435http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024614435Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:51:36 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lm3x6iThDk1qcw599o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024603993http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024603993Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:51:20 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lot6arQiEP1qg4z24o1_r2_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024545438http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024545438Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:49:51 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lglgbkuuML1qh36g0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024524840http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024524840Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:49:19 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_loulbqzquC1qg4z24o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024520537http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024520537Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:49:12 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lopmc2yGGC1qmmwvso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024509605http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024509605Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:48:56 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_loryky08mp1qcxieko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024473417http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024473417Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:48:00 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lfgwlpNm7C1qzannco1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024454520http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024454520Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:47:31 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lonfvhSs2i1r063x7o1_400.png"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024411787http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/8024411787Sun, 24 Jul 2011 21:46:26 -0400Someone loves you very much. And that person died for you. His name is Jesus. I know I sound like a "religious freak", but I stand firm on what I believe. I have went through the same as you according to your blog. I just came across your blog and I felt very sad and my chest felt burdened. I was a very sensitive person(Outwardly, inwardly, emotionally, mentally, etcetera.) I tried to reduce on my grief, but the more I do the more it grows, the less I do the more it harbors(builds up). But then I met Jesus and today on I continue to live for Him. I don't know if anyone ever said similar thoughts as mine, but He loves you so much that he took every grief, guilt, anger, wounds, everything and died for YOU. I have never met you, but I love you as a friend and sister. I will pray for you continually that one day- because I'm sure you'll either ignore or delete this- that you'll remember what I said, someone truly, truly, truly loves you (':<p>thankyou this means alot</p>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864897216http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864897216Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:43:54 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lohlgjNPUy1qeudsmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864830646http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864830646Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:42:10 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lo0uwebOGr1qgoif6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864825764http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864825764Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:42:02 -0400backwardsthisis: Go on and try to tear me downI’ll be rising...<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_7864820086" src="http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864820086/audio_player_iframe/herpainfulsuicide/tumblr_loiffmww2z1qb1y75?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fherpainfulsuicide%2F7864820086%2Ftumblr_loiffmww2z1qb1y75" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a href="http://backwardsthisis.tumblr.com/post/7749164707">backwardsthisis</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span>Go on and try to tear me down<br/>I’ll be rising from the ground<br/></span></p> </blockquote>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864820086http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864820086Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:41:53 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lojkwx282u1qeadtso1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864804312http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864804312Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:41:28 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llc1xlcPEu1qg4z24o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864798924http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864798924Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:41:19 -0400Photo<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lojlb1d2zA1qdok4ro1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864758062http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864758062Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:40:14 -0400Photo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_li2tz0Do2p1qgzwweo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864746093http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864746093Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:39:56 -0400"A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in..."“A pill to make you numb<br/> A pill to make you dumb<br/> A pill to make you anybody else<br/> But all the drugs in this world<br/> Won’t save her from herself”<br/><br/> - <em>Marilyn Manson (Coma White)</em>http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864737766http://herpainfulsuicide.tumblr.com/post/7864737766Wed, 20 Jul 2011 20:39:43 -0400Marilyn MansonComa WhiteLyric